I realize that I am not seeking for power or for wisdom or for truth, I am seeking for a deeper and closer relationship to God. When I hear certain words, certain voices around this “Zohar”, I feel the light of truth burn bright in my chest. Yet there is the concern that when I pull behind the curtain, it will again be empty.
I wrote that I need magic, but I need the Light of God to marry this magic.
Light of God, marry my Magic. Let my soul Resound to Your voice.